when there’s a job you want to do SO bad, but you need to pay to train and can’t even seem to get a job to pay for said training. Annoying. It will take stupid amounts of training and dedication. The moment it’s do-able, alcohol is being given up. I’m far from an alcoholic, but I do find it pretty hard to give up things I enjoy.
I’m so stupidly keen, though. I just hope I can keep this motivation going.
I am not satisfied with being okay or content anymore.
I want to be great.
Say with no doubt that I am the real best in the fucking world.
